trying to escape it

[morbidmonkey]

Today i was feeling like real sh!t. I still am actually but i didn't resort to cutting. I might of felt better now if I did cut but then i thought the I could take a break from cutting just like the last time....which was a year. God i don't want to cut but the urge is fucking killing me right now... I seriously am restless because of it. Ima ice my hand, see if i get through it

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

I saw good for you for not cutting that's a great choice to make . I know it can be hard at times but right then you were stronger than me and that's tells alot. If you ever need to vent or just chat, message me and ill respond

[xktx]

i know it can seem nearly impossible, but try, your stronger than you think, walk away from anything sharp, stay around people so you cant sh. Just make sure you dont pick up anything sharp and if you do, try to think put it down and try do something else, it may be hard, but you stopped for a year, your obviously pretty strong to have lasted that long. x

[SimplyTom]

you did excellent not to cut keep at it you'll get through it =)

[bigdaddy101]

I know a lot of people here who want to cut themselves. I had a terrible childhood and I got through it(I wanted to kill myself though!) You can get through your obstacles too!

[morbidmonkey]

the ice worked....but its not the same. and the urge is back again, and this time i'm home alone. UGH. everyday is a battle...lets hope i win the battle