Alone...

[Hopegirl]

Ok so my attempt at stopping at cutting has failed slightly today after just under 2 weeks ( and only cuz im on holiday ) and now ive just scratched myself with the tip of a nail file which is pointed..not alot but its the only thing i can get my hand on at the moment..why ? I just so isolated at the moment, ive managed to push all my "friends" aaway when they started making shit about me up..and was left with the best 3 guys in my life that i could have asked for..my boyfriend and 2 other guy friends both with experience of self-harm. Guess what..they now have pretty much given up on trying to help with myy self hrm...one told me to go talk to someone else...gee thanks and the other has emotionally black mailed me and said if i cut he will cut too...leaving me with my boyfriend, who is fantastic support, but doesnt really have much experience with self-harm :/ so now wht people ? :confused: Im seriously seeing no point in my existance any longer..just guna go back to cutting n Od-ing..

[Skyhawk]

We here haven't given up on you... Keep trying!

Contact me if you need to talk. :hug:

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

I get what u mean,sometimes I wish my bf could understand what im going threw,so I wouldnt feel so alone,but I know he trys and cares about me,so it makes it alittle easier. Try to look on the bright side,u have someone in ur life that cares about u,and is trying to help u in whatever way he can. I know sometimes it feels like ur completely isolated,from everyone,people r just giving up and leaving,ext,but its not true. There is always someone else outthere that knows what ur going threw,and wants to help. Stay strong,i know u can fight this. : )

[Hopegirl]

Yeah i mean when i say sometimes i feel lifes not worth living n he asks me..am i not worth it ? but thats not what i mean its that i dont feel im any good for anything :/ I know he tries n thats all i ask..i do love him so much ( 10 months together today actually xD) and hes not one of these people that black mails me with" if you love me you wudnt" that just bugs me so much -.- x

[xktx]

i seriously get what you mean, stay with your boyfriend make sure he knows how important he is to you, so atleast you have someone, try working on making up with one of your friends. But 2 weeks is very impressive, you can keep it up, just keep trying and we are all here for you. x

[Spinner]

I go through this I'm about to cut but I stop sometimes I feel dumb I don't have someone I love and loves me there for me you have that you can and will get better don't push people away ur bf sounds good and u need someone to take care of u he cares talk to him how u feel about him and ur feelings of cutting.

[dontcare97]

You can do it. People don't seem to really understand what support really means. Support is calling the police, my friend did that but i refused to give him my address so he had to hang up, or threatening to tell your parents. It's being there to listen to problems without judging. A shoulder to cry on and to motivate you. Just because these people have let you down doesn't mean you have to destroy all you worked for. You have hundreds of supports on here.