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dontcare97
August 3rd, 2011, 07:30 PM
I don't like cutting but the effect. I like the result. The scars and the lines and blood, not the pain. Is it the same way for other people?
Magenta
August 3rd, 2011, 07:31 PM
I can be like this... it depends.
xdancing_for_rainx
August 4th, 2011, 02:53 AM
I'm sort of like this... at times. Though I tend to find satisfaction in the actual harming part as well. I feel like my scars tell what I've been through- and that I've survived this long. Almost like... they tell my story, in a way.
But yeah- I guess I swing both ways. I find satisfaction in both the act and the result.
bobby1273
August 4th, 2011, 06:10 AM
Well i do like the blood and marks and am not "satisfied" if there's very little blood but i also like the pain because it makes me forget about everything that's on my mind but yeah i do see where your coming from.
xDarkAngelx
August 4th, 2011, 04:46 PM
For me i find satisfaction mainly when I am actually cutting, but I prefer it when there is more blood.
XxMurderedKissesxX
August 4th, 2011, 05:05 PM
For me,it can go both ways. If there isnt blood,and the scar doesnt stay,i dont like it. I feel...almost cheated. But other times,when my emotions are super tense,I HAVE to have as much pain as possible,regardless of blood or scarring.
MonsterBear
August 4th, 2011, 05:11 PM
I like the results too but i only cut out of boredom.
i just make little hearts and watch the blood seep out slowly.
ShadowGirl
August 4th, 2011, 06:57 PM
When I'm alone I feel proud of my scars and cuts. I just don't want other people to see them because they freak out and make me feel ashamed and guilty. But I do like cutting because of the release it gives me. The pain feels good when I'm depressed.
the_chef_of_your_lif
August 4th, 2011, 08:49 PM
i like looking at the blood seep out and the scars but only if I had cut with a razor and my parents and boyfriend dont see them. This is common knowledge for it you dont want to have obvious scars but DONT USE PAPER CLIPS lol
dontcare97
August 4th, 2011, 08:56 PM
I like the results too but i only cut out of boredom.
i just make little hearts and watch the blood seep out slowly.
Hearts? i like that idea. I did a star, triangle, and a rectangle. I don't like hate
I feel as if the pain isn't to be loved but as a punishment for my body and the scars are kinda of like positive reinforcement. So it's like beating the dog then giving it a treat. The blood too. I won't stop till each line has blood come forth.
xktx
August 5th, 2011, 11:54 AM
to some people the pain is not necessarily why they self harm, I like the pain, cos it makes the other pain more bareable ... :/ but yeah it makes sense, the blood is also nice :) x
NobodysCupOf Tea
August 5th, 2011, 06:39 PM
Yep I get this completely. Somtimes it is for the pain, and in effect is a mixture of both the process as well as the result, but I totally get it.
Bath
August 5th, 2011, 07:54 PM
I cut for both, and the scars/lines are a big part of it. Probably more so that, actually. It's why it's so addicting. So, no, you're not alone there.
xXl0sth0peXx
August 6th, 2011, 10:25 AM
Yeah, I'm the same way as you. I love the aftermath, but doing it is so tedious.
LittlePaperStars
August 7th, 2011, 08:12 AM
I don't always like the pain, but when I get really upset, I tend to like it...
I think my cuts and scars are kinda pretty.
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