Broken

[Amaryllis]

BROKEN

I am dumb and I am useless
I am ugly and I am fat
I waste the air I breathe
I am a savage mutated rat

I am the fly you want to kill
I am the dirt beneath your feet
I am the girl nobody wants
I should just be a seat

I am made of salt and horror
I am the rotting dead
I am the mistake my dad created
I am the pounding in your head

I am a wound that never heals
I am a bug that never dies
I will never be enough
I make me want to cry

I am the accident God created
I am a selfish, empty shell
I am the broken little girl
Who's mind is her own hell