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FearsomeEnder
August 3rd, 2011, 05:15 AM
Why Is Love So Hard To Get
When Hate Is Everywhere?
I allways feel as if im useless to this world and my death whould cause no suffering only make people think even less of me right now im crying while writing this and its 6 in the morn so i cant think strait I dont know why... thats the universal question isent it? Why? so i have a question why did my grandpa die when i was so young i dont even remember him all i have is pictures and all the music he played i wish i chould have him back i want to know him and i wish my parents had more time to spend with me i wish this was over i wish it was as simple as a bullet to the head... but alas its not that simple i wont kill myself because i whould just be a burden for all the people around me.
Emily_LOVES_MUSIC
August 3rd, 2011, 10:05 AM
what the hell tyler?????!!!!! dont you dare kill youself!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna txt you but mdont even think about killing yourself!!!!!!!!!!!! and i would think less of you. id think "what the hell did I do wrong!?!?!?!?" and if i found out u killed yourself, i seriously would cry... and i never cry. ever. and right now your scaring me, and u knw i dont get scared.
FearsomeEnder
August 3rd, 2011, 10:10 AM
what the hell tyler?????!!!!! dont you dare kill youself!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna txt you but mdont even think about killing yourself!!!!!!!!!!!! and i would think less of you. id think "what the hell did I do wrong!?!?!?!?" and if i found out u killed yourself, i seriously would cry... and i never cry. ever. and right now your scaring me, and u knw i dont get scared.

This post isent a suicide note its me venting i whould never kill myself i just beat myself up alot and im tring to get it out.
Emily_LOVES_MUSIC
August 3rd, 2011, 10:14 AM
well then dont, bc its not going to help you!!!!!!!!!! i cut myself in 7th grade, i still have the scars, it didnt help. it only made me want to do it more bc i wasnt doing enough damage.
FearsomeEnder
August 3rd, 2011, 10:18 AM
well then dont, bc its not going to help you!!!!!!!!!! i cut myself in 7th grade, i still have the scars, it didnt help. it only made me want to do it more bc i wasnt doing enough damage.

I dont cut silly all my pain goes on in my head and gives me migraines.
LongShot157
August 3rd, 2011, 03:01 PM
the pain that causes migraines sucks man, but im glad to hear you are just venting and not making a suicide note, venting is always the best option. i hope you find a light soon to help guide you on your journey man.
FearsomeEnder
August 4th, 2011, 05:40 AM
the pain that causes migraines sucks man, but im glad to hear you are just venting and not making a suicide note, venting is always the best option. i hope you find a light soon to help guide you on your journey man.

To be completely honest if this was a suicide note i whould allready be dead