Monday

[Brittany123]

Earlier today I thought to myself, why do I care what people think of me? It doesn't matter if people get mad at me, for something stupid. Do you know what I remembered next, why I am still alive. I was worried that if I killed myself, people would be mad at me for not telling them how depressed I am. I was worried that people may think I was too weak to deal with stupid things. I was worried people would find out the secret I've been keeping, I will never reveal it myself. I don't care anymore, because no one cares about me. Look I could kill myself right now, I won't because I made a promise that I would go to a festival this weekend with friends. I'm not going to break a promise even if I don't care what others think, because I still have some self-respect. If I'm still depressed and suicidal by Monday I am as good as dead. I guess this is my way of explaining why.

[LongShot157]

Brittany i may not no know, but for what its worth i care, your parents care, your friends would care, right now im being nice, but serious. no matter how bad or hard things get, there are people who care about you. And if it keeps you around ill state it first even as a stranger, i have lost so many friends to suicide and over doses from drugs i cant STAND to see people do that to them self. if you EVER need to talk please send me a friend request and or message me on my page. like i said i may not know you but im tired of seeing good people with lots to not only offer themself but others. You would throw your life away for whatever your reason is. seriously please send me a message and we can talk about this or something i will do anything and everything i can to help you... that was me being nice but serious, now im gonna give you the other side of the story that you may not want to hear, but you need to it sucks to hear because ive told this to a friend of mine before he killed himself, and i hate him for it.

Suicide is selfish, by saying your gonna kill yourself and throw away the greatest gift in the world life itself, your saying you dont care about your parents, if you have siblings, your friends grandparents, teachers, anyone you would be suprised the amount of people that would be affected by one taking their own life. Its STUPID and SELFISH. its basically a big F you to everyone who cares about you.

I dont want to know that i can have the chance to help someone out and help save a life, of someone who can do wonders in her life, you could be the one to cure cancer, or save a life, or anything you just have to give yourself a chance. WHATEVER your secret is im not saying you have to tell me, but seriously before you do ANYTHING please just talk to me, and let me try to help. :(