The Big Dilema

[tombstone]

I think the biggest problem i have at the moment is not being able to talk to anyone. Not many people know about my s/h and i don't have anyone close to me anymore that i could talk to.

I feel like i can't talk to someone who hasn't went through s/h themselves because they can't really understand. As for the people who have, if they knew what i really thought it would be a lot harder to help them because whatever i say will just sound hypocritical and just bullshit..

just had to get that off my chest really..

[bobby1273]

I know what you mean, no one knows i s/h and i wouldn't be able to tell anyone how hasn't done before because they would understand etc. But yeah if you need to talk or anything I'm always here.

[DJZS]

im always here if youd like to talk

[xktx]

were always here.... and i know. I told my boyfriend... he doesnt self harm, and the questions, they just go on and on. and he keeps making me promise not to do it again, i try to tell him its not that simple, but he says it has to be, just put the blade in the bin and dont think about it -.-
but i find talking to someont going through the same thing helps, even if its just so you can go out and do things that has nothing to do with it...like the the cinema or something, cos then you both know whats awkward (as in they wont invite you swimming) and although you may be a hypocrite, they will be too, so it equal :L x but talking to someone helps.
As you know, we are all here for you. x