Hopegirl
July 30th, 2011, 07:49 PM
Ok so if you havent read any of my posts before i cut and hve started OD-ing as another way of coping-by making myself sick so i can avoid school- the place were i always get triggered to cut ( to know more details read " Cutting.v.OD"...im failing at stopping doing either..od-ing and cutting..Nothings working, i can help myself when its just a small urge with no reason behind it, but after arguments ( like now, aargued with my bf ) i really cant do anything, i just get so messed up..No one to talk to...it is half 1 in the morning >.< the 2 other most important guys in my life other than my boyfriend hve abandoned me..hes the one i go to when i have a problem..what if the problem is to do with him then what am i ment to do ? -.- This majorly sucks, I dont know what to do aat the moment apart from write on here..its the only thing preoccupying me from going and OD-ing and cutting or nything else..help much appreciated <3
Title is just frm a poem i studied and its kinda how i feel >.< Much love x
Title is just frm a poem i studied and its kinda how i feel >.< Much love x