68 days :(

[moon_lit_angel]

SO its been 68 DAYS since i last self harmed,

Im well chuffed with that because its the longest i've gone since november!
But i need to cut now :(

I've had a tough week, my ex text me and told me to do every1 a favour and to go slit my wrist and let it bleed till der was no more blood.

I told my new boyfriend about it and he asked why he said that to me, i told him what he meant. he was very upset but i told him that i havent cut in so long and he was happy

now he knows, i dont want to break and snap :(

But during the week i've had to make a big decision in my life about college, im now not going back to college because frankly i cannot afford it and im so upset about it.. I cant go back and study photography which is what i love the most...

Im so lost in life right now :(

[Upintheair]

dont cut! i myself have been trying to stop and you have come so far! dont give people like your ex the satisfaction if getting to you. You deserve better than what he said and what he said is ignorant and not true. Keep doing yourself the favor of not cutting because once you start again, it will be so hard to stop. Your better than that!

[Love.Hate]

Don't give your ex the satisfaction, there is a reason why he is your ex. You need to keep going, don't fall back into this cycle. Your doing so well! Shame to waste that for only a few minutes of something you long for. This need will not get the better of you, your strong enough to pull through this. Keep trying, your going to get through this Sandra, think positive.

I'm sorry you can't study photography, but it doesn't stop you from still going out and taking as many amazing pictures as you like. If you enjoy it, there is no reason to give up on your dream! :hug:

[moon_lit_angel]

THanks girls.. have had a weeks holiday and im now at 75 days :)

[Upintheair]

awesome! Im so happy for you! Im at around 6 months! If you ever need someone to talk to, just PM me! we can help each other :)

[moon_lit_angel]

Thanks Lizzie

[xktx]

hey, I know its tough, but you just got to try and be strong, youve lasted a long time already, dont ruin it, life will pick up. xxx

[moon_lit_angel]

thanks katie
i hope it does
:hug:

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Wow, you're doing great! I'm glad to hear you've been able to not cut for so long:) Hang in there, and keep it up

[xktx]

no problem sandra, we are all here for you :) x

[moon_lit_angel]

thanks bri :)