my grandma

[ReasonsForWeeping]

i just cant get over it my great grandma shes been gone for awhile she died 2010 on Christmas she lied dead in a hospital bed for a day no one even noticed all because Donna didn't check on her before she left i cant believe shes gone i loved her she was always there with grandpa by her side now hes all alone in that big old house i cant even call him on Christmas i only called but 5 time since i moved 4 years and you would think i would call more than 5 times :/

[flumeendeavors]

Dont feel bad. It wont do anything for you. It was time for her to go and i know that it's such a cliche thing to say but i know how hard it is. She obviously couldnt hold on any longer and she was in pain. Just think...if she had kept holding on, it would just mean more suffering for her. I know that your heart is broken but you need to forgive yourself and this Donna. I havent called my grandma after my grandpa died in 2 years now and even when i do call its for 5 minutes once ever 2 years or so. It's hard to face the fact that she's gone but we all need to die. That was just her time. Im so sorry though...i completely understand what you're feeling right now.