schrei jess
February 25th, 2007, 10:26 PM
Im not really fat. Im 5' 11" weighing about 138. I know Im normal, Im fine. But I feel huge. I feel disgusting. I hate how I look, I hate it. And I cant stand being the size I am. I want to be tiny. And I want to see my bones stick out more. And Im really desperate for this. And even though Ive failed numerous times before, Im going to try again. Im going on a liquid fast for a few days, I guess as many as I can take without fainting. I faint easily. But Im going to try it. I dont see any other way to lose weight, Im not athletic, and Im too weak to lift weights or excersize enough, whatever. Im not even sure why Im posting this, either. I guess I just need...someone. Someone to help me.