i regret...

[morbidmonkey]

I regret not saying what i really feel. I'm staying at my sister's now and she really frustrates me, but her friend, her friend is just....the most caring person I've ever met...well at least a person who acted like she cared. I think she knows that I have a "hard time". She asked me if I wanted to talk... and GOD why did I say no? I felt so dumb after! In the moment she asked me I had a little debate in my head; whether I should say yes or no. I'm just so used to saying no...it just came automatically. Jeez I'm so stupid! Well I couldn't tell her anyway cuz my sister doesn't like me to say anything about her. And man would she be pissed if she found out. Well I lost my chance...for about 2 weeks cuz her friend is going to Bermuda tomorrow. Well I'm basically screwed for 11 days...oh well at least she's leaving her dog with me :yawn:

[love is louder]

i know exactly how you feel. my gut reaction is to say no. but after i think about it im like right next time they ask i will say yes. and i kinda have a little conversation with them in my head about what i want to say.... then when it comes up again and people ask me i say no again because i kind of get embarrassed! it is so annoying!
but i regret not talking to my teacher at school and if i could go back i would
so when she asks you again i hope you have the guts to tell her.

good luck :)