good bye

[thesphinx]

well when i first joined i thought this was a place where i could express what i felt, i thought you guys were my friends.
and in my most desperette hour i relied on you to talk to and you turned on me and laughed in my face, all this time i thought i had friends that i could rely on,
but now i see that you dont want to help me so good luck with this site i will be leaving.
good bye

[Kiros]

I'm sorry if you feel that way. I really don't know what happened, but I'll respect your decision. Though please understand that there are people who want to help you, and you can come online anytime (even invisibly) to talk to them.

Peace,
//KiroS

[thesphinx]

no one cares about me here i thought they did but they dont,
for a while now ive talked to the people in the chat room and in the forums and they seemed to want to help and support me but they dont and i am very suicidal today and wanted to talk to someone about it and they laughed and me.
i am deeply upset and now i dont have anyone to talk to. it doesn't even fucking matter not one cares about me

[Hyper]

Ohh yes let's drown ourselves in self pitty because of some peoples false feelings, suicide isn't a solution, feeling bad about yourself isn't a solution, imaginening things to be worse than they are is not a solution.. If you wan't to quit VT fine that's your choice but feeling sad that some ppl laughed at you over online won't realy make anything better

[schrei jess]

No one laughed at you...

[Kuraudo-sama]

Aw, I'm sorry. You shouldn't let one bad apple spoil the bunch or so they say. I hope you feel different in the morning.

[thesphinx]

No one laughed at you...

yes they did laugh at me they laughed at me for feeling the way i do when i can't help it.
and you guys dont even want to be my friends anyway

[schrei jess]

When did people laugh at you, was it today?

[thesphinx]

yes it was today, and yesterday
i think i might stay because there a few people on here who genuinly want to be my friend and help me, thewizard kuraudo are very nice people who have helped me alot.
i guess i haven't got to know alot of you but it seems like there are people.
but im quite dissapointed alot of people i thought were nice on this site weren't :(

[schrei jess]

Who laughed at you?

[thesphinx]

that DS guy and this guy named like patrick1 or something.
i dont know and i just get this undertone that people dont like me.
when ever i talk to anyone for axample hyper's post above.
and you can all say im being to sensitive and what ever but i came here to get help and support not to deal with mean people

[Bobby]

Ignore the mean people, listen to the nice ones. I can't stop your from leaving, I wish I could, goodbye.

[Whisper]

theres 16oo active members on VT right now at this point in time well over 4thousand in total
dont leave over 2 n00bs

[serial-thrilla]

a few people laugh at you so your going to run away? dont be a coward, because honestly thats what you look like right now. and im not trying to be mean im just telling the truth.

[Maverick]

We obviously want you to stay if we are bothering to reply to get you to stay. :)

[thesphinx]

a few people laugh at you so your going to run away? dont be a coward, because honestly thats what you look like right now. and im not trying to be mean im just telling the truth.

normally i wouldn't be bothered but im going through hell right tnow and thats why i came here to seek comfort and help.
but i do see that there are alot of people who want me to stay so i will stay :)

[Bobby]

We want to help. That is the point of this site.

[thesphinx]

thats what i thought
and im not at all talking about some of you some of you have helped me alot but there is a fair amount of people who just make me so sad and i can't be in that enviroment right now or i will kill myself i just need people to be helpful and supportive :(
and some of you have been.
another axample is one of the mods was in the chat room and told me to"fuck off"
if it was some noob i wouldn't care but the fact that its a mod.
and when people laugh at me because i have severe clinical depression just makes me want to kill myself and that scares me, thats why i think i need to leave this site.
i just can't be in this enviroment whal im going through this.
but please for all the nice people who have helped me i thank you.
theres just to many others

[Kuraudo-sama]

I'm sorry people have been think that your pain is some how humorous. I wish I could have been there when those two had made you sad. You may leave if you want. But you will make me very sad.:( I've met some very cruel people in my life, who's only true goal was causing pain to others mentally. But in the end even though they where cruel, mean, and caused me so much pain it was hard to even think I still forgave them. I forgave everyone who caused me pain and will continue to forgive them. I hope maybe one day you will come back with forgiveness for those who caused you pain as I have.

[itswhatever_yep]

dont leave i talked to you in the chat last night and you seemed really cool dont worry about a few people when a bunch of people here like you and want you to stay

[thesphinx]

yes i have decided to stay , and iforgive you who ever you were for hurting me.
i realized that there are to many nice people on vt (but still alot of jerks)who want to help and i will ignore mean people like that.
thank you everyone :)

[Kuraudo-sama]

Hurray! Thats great I'm glad your staying. I hope you feel better soon.

[Ethannnnnn]

another axample is one of the mods was in the chat room and told me to"fuck off"
if it was some noob i wouldn't care but the fact that its a mod

who was the mod who told you too fuck off thats terrible tell an Admin and they might be able to help

and its great that you have decided to stay

[Sapphire]

Good on you for staying. You will come across the odd idiot who wants to pick a fight or belittle your feelings. But all you can do is ignore them and focus on those of us who are actually friendly sorts! :)

[terith]

YAY! :) lol

[The Resurrected One]

We are all your friends, Sphinx.