Nathan13
July 24th, 2011, 01:12 AM
Ok a lot of you know that i call myself immature which is true but i would like to know why and i have a sort of reason when a story:
When i was 11 i had the best gf in the world but eventually she broke up with me becuase i was trying to be cool around these new bad friends >.< and i felt sad so this guy who is one year older than me said hey play your xbox more itl make you feel better so then i did but eventually all i went outside was to play with girls(im 11) they are 11 12 13 14 15 16 so a big mix of girls :) but the friends i was trying to impress called me wierd and then my somewhat close school friends where annoying me so i eventualy stopped which is when my gf broke up with me and then i started doing what the school friends do which is play xbox so i started to be one of then xbox freaks until i was 13 i got bored and said ok i need to stop but then the friends i was trying to impress there "leader" my only ever best friend fell out and he still hates me and he started making fun of me so i had to stay in since im shy and i couldnt really stay there alot then i moved at age 14(3 months ago) and i go out daily but its with younger people as you all know and i really like a girl who is young which is ok since im the same level of matturity
so my theory is that i missed 4 years of my childhood and now i want to play again?
and now a question- i dont want to be around my age group unless its in school becuase of course im not really cool in front of school people and more young people like me/think im cool
and is it ok that i kinda want to only be with people for as long as i can because they can understand me and i think it easier to talk to?
When i was 11 i had the best gf in the world but eventually she broke up with me becuase i was trying to be cool around these new bad friends >.< and i felt sad so this guy who is one year older than me said hey play your xbox more itl make you feel better so then i did but eventually all i went outside was to play with girls(im 11) they are 11 12 13 14 15 16 so a big mix of girls :) but the friends i was trying to impress called me wierd and then my somewhat close school friends where annoying me so i eventualy stopped which is when my gf broke up with me and then i started doing what the school friends do which is play xbox so i started to be one of then xbox freaks until i was 13 i got bored and said ok i need to stop but then the friends i was trying to impress there "leader" my only ever best friend fell out and he still hates me and he started making fun of me so i had to stay in since im shy and i couldnt really stay there alot then i moved at age 14(3 months ago) and i go out daily but its with younger people as you all know and i really like a girl who is young which is ok since im the same level of matturity
so my theory is that i missed 4 years of my childhood and now i want to play again?
and now a question- i dont want to be around my age group unless its in school becuase of course im not really cool in front of school people and more young people like me/think im cool
and is it ok that i kinda want to only be with people for as long as i can because they can understand me and i think it easier to talk to?