mental mind tricks

[Afraid Of Me]

Body trembling
mind trembling
mind playing tricks
on itself by playing tricks on me
causing me to be afraid of
my own thoughts
afraid where
my mind may take me
as it often
takes me places
I dont want to be
places where there
is no light except for
a crack of light which
happens to be the
shred of sanity
that i have left
mind racing
thoughts racing
telling me things
i dont want
to hear and things
i dont need to invision
but its unwilling

and being indecisive
telling me "no"
then "yes"
then "no"
then "yes"
so what ham i supposed
to do then?

"that" then
"this" then
"that"
"no, didnt i just tell you 'this'?
are you listening?"
i shouldnt be though
but since it's in my mind
i have no choice

thoughts racing
mind racing
body shaking
mind trembling
i'm trembling
mind playing tricks on itself
by playing tricks on me