misss you granny

[WonderTastic]

my granny died recently and i havent seen her grave and i barley cried about it she was my world and i loved her i keep telling her i was going to quitt school and take care ofher and move her into a big house and every thing.. it hurts alot.. she keft me with 24 grand and a piece of land.... i could have seen her the day before she died but i chose to go swimming... and i could have been there taking care of her in the country she begged me to stay and i still left.. and right when i left thats when she first feel ill she was sick for 9 mounths before she died. i really though she was going to make it though but she didnt. and i hate my self for not going to her aid every time i could and i cant not cause she gone .... id do any thing to bring her back just for one day so i could sit onher lap and she call me her nog noy and pray with her and tell her i love her so much.. i just miss her so much

[SDRYC]

Ohh is so sad, but, you don't have to hate yourself, It isn't your fault that she has gone... And I'm sure that she knew that you love her, you can't bring her back but, just remember if she teach you anything do as she do it. People have to go and not always you can said a good bye, but that people are now Resting in Peace.
Try to keep your life normal, but never forget her, and don't get sad she's in a better world

[WonderTastic]

Thanks so much