Well life is fucked now.

[Break the Cage]

Wasn't sure whether to put this in here, depression or relationships so move if appropriate :)
Ive been with my girlfriend for a month or two now, and while you might say that is a short time, i genuinely love her, never felt anywhere near as strong as this. I know its real, and she feels the same. Like I see this girl as many times as physically possible, and when we aren't together were on the phone, text, MSN etc for hours. Whether you believe it or not, I do love this girl, and when you get love, you know it.
We are both into our drugs, but neither of our parents know. So we scored some acid the other day, and were over her house, put it on an ice block under her bed to keep it cool (have to do that with acid). When i left, we decided she should just keep it there, so it would stay cool, but I was meeting her straight from her school the next day, so she had to take it with her.
So its in her school bag, and a few bitches in her class decide it would be funny to get their bags searched by telling a teacher they have drugs. They didn't even fucking know she had anything, they just knew she did them.
So yeah, the school finds the acid, her mum gets called in, police get called in. Now the cops have her phone, have sent the acid for testing, shes had to go home and stay there with her mum shouting at her.
I haven't been able to have any contact with her since it happened, I've been told all this by her close mates at her school.
So now she managed to get online for like 2 minutes, just to quickly tell me that she had to say i bought the acid, I'm not annoyed about that too much, she had to in her position, but that her parents don't want her to see me anymore. I knew it was coming, but those words, i felt crushed. Heart sunk and now I feel like dying would be a good option.
Oh wait I just realized I'm going to get in shit with the cop shop to, fuck!! She said I bought it, they are gonna interview me.
So basically, she is getting expelled from her private school, getting a drugs charge onto her record (only criminal damage at the moment), getting the biggest bollocking ever from her parents, I'm gonna get in a tonne of shit with my parents who wont trust me for like a year now, I'm gonna get questioned by the pigs and probably get more shit on my record, her older brother who has threatened to kill me if I ever give her any drugs is probably going to pay me a visit.. and to top it all off, I'm not going to be able to see her for a fucking long time.
FUCKING GREAT.
Maybe I should just hospitalize myself and save her brother the bother of doing it, my knuckles fucking kill from punching walls.
Wow sorry thats really long, thanks if you read it. But if anyone tries any 'i told you so..' drugs shit, you can fuck off because that is NOT going to help.

[Whisper]

msn hun

[Underground_Network]

Whisper what does msn hun mean?

But anyways, don't kill yourself, you made a mistake, but before I can answer you're question I have to know your age, to know whether you're going to end up in juvy, or whether you'll end up in prison. I've never really gotten in trouble, but I know two 13 year olds who are in deeper shit than you, there was a kid at my school who had meth with intent to sell, and another kid who beat up his mom for cash... At least you didn't sink that low. If you're just going to spend time in juvie, or even if you have to go court to possibly go to jail, tell the judge it was a screw-up, promise them you'll try rehab, allow them to drug test you randomly for several months, thats the only way to get them off you and your girl. If you and your girlfriend plead that you're young and you made a really big mistake, they may show sympathy, but when it comes to getting back together with your girl... Thats tough, and I don't know if I can help you there.

[Hyper]

He should be 16 as I remember

[Underground_Network]

16, at least in the U.S., is automatic jailtime, unless controversy arises, or there is a mental/emotional problem involved, which i doubt would be the case with drugs, except for maybe addiction.

[Ethannnnnn]

you could say you didnt know what you were doing because you were drunk or you had not slept in 3 days (not very good excuses sorry)

[Underground_Network]

Say that you didn't know any better, all you have to do is agree with the judge. If the judge recommends you go to rehab, tell him/her, "Yes I will go to rehab and try to make my life better". Make it sound like you didn't intend to harm yourself or others, make it sound like you didn't realize the consequences. I know how to do this, all you have to do is say whats right, and don't do anything stupid. You're too young to throw your life away, there will be other girls, and you can always meet with that girl secretly. This is no matter to kill yourself over. I know it can be stressful at your age, but we all make mistakes. To err is human. TELL the judge you've learned from your mistakes, its that simple.

[Break the Cage]

I'm 16, and in the UK. So I'm not going to jail, young offenders is possible but unlikely I think.
Oh and I forgot to mention she named the dealer and their flat, so I'm gonna have an angry acid dealer after me.
The joys of life.

[Underground_Network]

Well, two things. First, the age for automatic jailtime in the U.S. is 18, but for any semi-major to major crime, if you're 15 or older, you're looking at jailtime. But second, if they catch the dealer, and you help them catch him, you could get a lighter sentence (whether it be juvie or jail or whatever), or possibly even have the charges dropped. But you can always relocate, if you fear for life.

[TheWizard]

Wow thats a serious problem here in the US. Hope everythings works out for you.

[Break the Cage]

Well, two things. First, the age for automatic jailtime in the U.S. is 18, but for any semi-major to major crime, if you're 15 or older, you're looking at jailtime. But second, if they catch the dealer, and you help them catch him, you could get a lighter sentence (whether it be juvie or jail or whatever), or possibly even have the charges dropped. But you can always relocate, if you fear for life.
I already said im in the UK...
So like I said, I'm not going to jail, but young offenders maybe.
And I already know about co-operation etc etc, kinda obvious.

[Maverick]

Just deal with the consequences and take it a day at a time. You chose to do illegal drugs and got caught. Live with your mistakes and hopefully you'll learn from this and turn your life around.

[Break the Cage]

Don't need to turn my life around, drugs are too lush :)

DISCLAIMER: DRUGZ R BAD LOL1.

[Maverick]

Is that childish disclaimer really necessary?
If they're too lush then that's your choice. I wouldn't know as I've never done drugs. I'm not even going to bother talking you out of drugs because it isn't worth the debate for either of us with different opinions. If you know the risks of taking them then why are you complaining when it gets you in trouble? Is this more of a vent or wanting a solution? The only solutions would be to be careful or consider if the drug habits are worth the risk. Since you just said they're too lush, you obviously made your choice but realize if a similar problem happens you'll only be able to blame yourself for it.
Think about it. Is a substance more important than your girlfriend or your future? It's been proven that it messed up your future a bit and lost the girl you loved. What's more important?

[Break the Cage]

Is that childish disclaimer really necessary?
If they're too lush then that's your choice. I wouldn't know as I've never done drugs. I'm not even going to bother talking you out of drugs because it isn't worth the debate for either of us with different opinions. If you know the risks of taking them then why are you complaining when it gets you in trouble? Is this more of a vent or wanting a solution? The only solutions would be to be careful or consider if the drug habits are worth the risk. Since you just said they're too lush, you obviously made your choice but realize if a similar problem happens you'll only be able to blame yourself for it.
Think about it. Is a substance more important than your girlfriend or your future? It's been proven that it messed up your future a bit and lost the girl you loved. What's more important?
Well I put it there so mods wouldn't ban me duh.
It was a vent yes, I doubt there would be a solution to a problem like this one.
I have NOT lost that girl, I don't care what her parents say they won't stop us.