I love her..but im curious. Help :/

[Necroxfiendx07]

Me and this girl have been together for 2 years. We met when we were both 16. We've both made mistakes but were always faithful. Thing is, i was a virgin when we met, shes had sex before. So after 2 years im starting to realize, ive only been sexually active with one girl, the one id like to spend forever with. But im starting to feel curious about what another woman would be like. Ive talked to her about this, and we came to an agreement that if it can't go away, that we'd go on a break so i can "do my thing" and then come back to her. Problem is, i know even if she "understands", its still going to put her through a lot of pain, something i dont want. Im no doubt in love woth her, but the curiosity is killing me. I really hope its just because im 18, and therefore might just be my hormones. If thats the case, ill just fight through it till it goes away. I dont wanna hurt her, but id also like this feeling to go away so i can just be happy with her. What do i do? Is it just my wacky hormones? (i didnt care about all this till now). Please help

[Sage]

Uhhhh, you two have hardly been together for the past two years (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/search.php?searchid=2473916). I don't think it's just your hormones, I think to some degree you're becoming aware of the futility in trying to make this work out between the two of you (which it won't) and just really want to try things with someone you don't have such an extensive history with.

I've told you before, and I'll tell you again: It won't work with this girl. Move on.

[Necroxfiendx07]

Shit happens sometimes in relationships around my age. And im not looking for a relationship, just a casual hookup. Which i know sounds terrible, as im not one to want sonething like that. I just want to live my life with her, but i only live once. Im hoping its a phase, but thank you for your input

[Dack]

Dammit sage, that link is broken, and why so cynical here? He seems to think it'll work, let him try. If he gets hurt it's his problem.

I'd want to say it's hormones...but I don't understand what you mean "another woman feels like" o could imagine they'd be quite quite similar...