emotional overload

[allsoulsareblack]

saddnes. happyness.joy. rage anger.lonelyness. jelousy.paranoia anxiety and its realy doing my head in im feeling to much its like im been pulled in multiple directions i have been single for ages nearly all my friends have left me im gay but dont fit in with them in fact i dont fit in with anybody i dont even fit in with my own family im just some random scard freak i dont even no why i get out of bed in the morning just to feel all of this i just feel like lieing on a railway line or just juumping of a building but i caint even do the world a favor because im a coward not that id be missed anyway

[Njathind]

I'm not really sure what to say to you. But it sounds like your going through a tough time. I just want you to know that I'm here if you wanna talk ok.

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

I know what its like to feel like an outsider,both socially with friends,and in family situations. Its hard to think straight when u have so much chaos inside ur head,with ur emotions over flowing. But there are people who love u,and would be devastated if anything happened to u. It sounds like u have alot of painful emotions building up,sometimes venting threw painting,sketching,or writing helps. Try to keep ur head up. Things will get better,just hang in there.