DifferentTides
July 20th, 2011, 08:26 AM
It's strange. I can't seem to get it into my stupid head!
What i mean by that is, maybe someone actually likes me for who I am. But has anyone had the problem that if they're not at least told by that special person/ best friend that they appreciate you or love you, you get anxietious and begin to doubt everything? I know its a weird question, but that how im feeling.
It's strange because i have to a degree been told that by my bf, but i am craving to hear those words again to ease my anxiety and my pain. My way of trying to get those words is by doing good things, being helpful and all that other stuff. Im just not too sure if that is enough anymore, because it feels like im letting people down and I keep thinking I need to do more to get that approval i want. The pressure is on, and at the moment im feeling mixed emotions (like extreme changes of emotions). I'm a bit lost....
What i mean by that is, maybe someone actually likes me for who I am. But has anyone had the problem that if they're not at least told by that special person/ best friend that they appreciate you or love you, you get anxietious and begin to doubt everything? I know its a weird question, but that how im feeling.
It's strange because i have to a degree been told that by my bf, but i am craving to hear those words again to ease my anxiety and my pain. My way of trying to get those words is by doing good things, being helpful and all that other stuff. Im just not too sure if that is enough anymore, because it feels like im letting people down and I keep thinking I need to do more to get that approval i want. The pressure is on, and at the moment im feeling mixed emotions (like extreme changes of emotions). I'm a bit lost....