how do i deal with this dression thats taking over my fucking life :(

[ackmedsgirl666]

im not quite sure what more i can do.. i have tried the elastic band, and everything but nothing seems to work...
im depressed outta my tree.. all my friends are giving up on me and moving on... my boyfriend left me..... again for the 3rd time... the guy who i secretly loved found out from my bestfriend i really liked him and now he like wants nothing to do with me........ i feel all lone...
i have been doing bad things i will regret if i get caught like sneaking out of my window at all hours of the morning and i live in a group home and if they found out the consequences would result in eviction :(
i have been trying to refain mysself from cutting even tho i am as depressed as i am... i just want the depression to stop before it takes over my life..... my moms bf offered me a place to stay so i might just move there to take a break from all the drama... maybe it will be good for me..... otherwise im afraid of caving... in the meantime what should i do to keep myself calm?

the title is supposed to say depression.. spelling error

[zuluman78]

I suggest you go to a place where you can be alone, get away from distractions and sit down relax and learn to appreciate what you have in life- focus on the positive. The human body is too much of a beautiful thing to harm. Find your own self worth, find comfort in your loneliness. I'm sure you know by now that life can be pretty crap but enduring the pain and depression makes you twice as strong as you were before.

Friends will always come and go and you have to bear it. Find peace in your time alone and learn to appreciate what you have and what the world has to offer to you.
GOOD LUCK

[ackmedsgirl666]

THANKS :)
maybe moving wouldn't be such a bad idea :)