Wth is going on...

[suicidenote.]

For the past year or so I've grown to hate my body, I'm never happy with myself. Yeah sure, people will say I'm pretty, but they don't see what I really am. And I'm not going to list all of my flaws because I will burst into tears if I do. I don't understand why God put me on this Earth to feel bad about myself and feel like I don't even want to be here. I always tell myself that no one will ever wanna be with me long-term if they find out my flaws. I feel disgusting and I just can't talk to anyone about it in fear of being judged.
I've been feeling this way, but haven't broke down until now... and I just don't know what to do. I'm so self conscious about my body and what people will think of me.

Please help me :(

[Best Talto Eva]

I have been through the same situation as u. It helps if u talk to someone about it, I ended up going to a psyciatrist and it helped a lot. But in the end I learnt that it doesn't matter on what people think of you its how you think and see yourself. God made us all different on this earth for a purpose and a reason, you may have just not found out what that reason was yet... But personally if you think that you may have to look different for a boy or something, stay yourself cause one day you'll find the one who truly loves you for you. As i say we are all like snowflakes, all different and unique in similar and different ways but in the end we all have something in commone we're all human beings (aka snowflakes) and God accepts us each individually and loves as all through good times and bad!

Add me as a friend if you need advice, I can help! :)
(Best Talto Eva)
aka -Stacey Baran

[Harlequin]

This sounds weird but...go nude, get to appreciate your body first hand. do not be sexual about it just relax in your natural state. i still have body issues but i am getting over it. i try and go as nude as possible so i can get over myself when it comes to "to fat/skinny/ugly/tall/short"

[Tango]

You're beautiful.

Look at the things you like about yourself. Focus on the positive.

[Hope4u]

Ash...you already know how I feel about you and you know that I love you for you and how you've been there for me..I wish I could do something to help you with this..If I lived closer you know I would be right there with you and hugging you or crying with you or whatever you needed me to do.

[zuluman78]

Everyone is different, focus more on the positive beautiful aspects of you body and appreciate them. There's alot more to a person than their physical appearance, dont go changin love you for you :D

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

I feel the exact same way. And everytime my bf looks me in the eyes,i have to turn away bc i feel so disgusting. Im constantly waiting for him to leave now that he knows how damaged i am,and that he could do soo much better. But then I remember that the god & goddess gave me life for a reason. And sometimes u need to learn,so maybe my biggest lesson,will to be,to love and accept myself. I know what u mean when u say ur afraid of being judged,im the same. So I just keep it locked up until I snap. So I usually write in a journal or take my frustration out in painting. Sometimes wearing ur fav outfit,doing ur hair up differently,going shopping for a new outfit,getting ur nails done,or buying new makeup helps alittle. Its hard to do,and might sound kinda stupid,but confronting ur reflection,and naming atleast one thing u like about urself every morning helps get u into the mind set that u have good qualities.

[RelicHunter97]

if anyone should hate there bidy, its me. you are a beautiful person, and dont you ever think otherwise. you are not too large, nor too small. you have some curves, and that is completely natural and makes you all the more beautiful. and i agree with whoever said it before, when alone, go au natural and admire your perfections, rather than your imprfections. ashley, please dont feel like this, you deserve so much more <3