Guilt...

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

I hate this nasty cycle. Feel completely numb,thoughts running threw my head,screaming,something pushes me over the edge,I give in,I feel guilty,Block everything and everyone out,starts over. Everytime I see the look on his face,or hear the tone in his voice the guilt just eats away at me,and makes me want to do it more,which makes the guilt worse,and the two go back and forth until I snap. Its driving me crazy. I want to get better so I can help him,but I cant seem to break these taunting chains. I know its stupid,but as much as I hate my scars,i feel if they faid,i loose apart of myself,if I stop,i leave apart of me behind. I want to stop,i dont. Fuck,why cant I just make up my mind??

[HeartCoreHannah]

This is EXACTLY how I feel. But stay strong, you're going to get through this. <3
(:

[Love.Hate]

I know how you feel, the guilt is horrible. But your going to have to break through that barrier and not let yourself feel guilty for something you once wanted. Never regret anything i say, no matter how bad it is. Cause at one point you wanted it. You know what the best thing to do is, you know you should stop. But its not as easy as that is it? You have to want to stop to be able to.

Stay strong<3

[TrAnSMaN09]

whats wrong my beautiful? do you trust me enuff to let me in? and tell me what happend hun? im always here if you wanna talk,

[xDarkAngelx]

I also know exactly how you feel, especially with the last bit about loosing a part of yourself and then being unable to make my mind up and then cutting myself again. F*cking annoying that.