Pain I just wanna die

[Veto]

So ya im sick of life and the pain the shit I'm sick of being hear and now I'm wanting to try to take my life for the 4th time possibly this time I can do it I know I shuld be happy that's what I show to all but I am in the deepest hole and I'm crying as I right this I thing I just shuld do it

[Ambrosia]

Well dear. Here's how it is.

You know you can be happy and, great thing is, it's possible! It's not easy, and goodness gracious it's a job to do, but you have to try. Think about it this way. You want to be happy and you know it. You see yourself as unhappy, and you want to take your own life because of it. Have you considered everyone else around you? How will your friends and family feel if someone as amazing as you just up and disappeared? Do you know how horrible of an impact that would make? Their lives would be turned upside down and those closest to you could end up in a depression so much worse than you could imagine. You need to think about all of this, about how much these people love you, and how much you are needed here, with all of us, to make a difference some how and some way.

This has nothing to do with religious beliefs or any of that. It's pure and simple fact. How badly needed you are, how purely amazing of a person you probably are. It would be a complete and utter loss if you were gone. You don't need to end your life. You need to stay. And try your best to keep going. Because it's sooo possible. (: