Why?

[Travis Is Losing It]

Ok so I finally got together with my gf and we havent fought like once at all and still havent everythings going fine. Family issues are non-existant. there is no reason i can find that explains why im feeling like this. I'm sitting here 2:33am and im pissed angry and depressed. IDK what is causing it but im so tempted to pull out the knife again and its been forever since i have :'( idk what to do ive tried distracting myself watching the matrix txting people nothings working and i dont even know why i feel like this :'( someone help even if possible

[DJZS]

Im always here if youd like to talk, and my contact info is on my profile.

[Solo Rider]

Hey dude don't do just stay calm for a bit, Go take a shower and lie down.
IM me if you wanna talk :)

[Travis Is Losing It]

every day this shit just gets worse and worse :( idk what to do anymore nothing is wrong i just feel like shit

[Solo Rider]

Something bad happen?

[xdancing_for_rainx]

I think I can relate to what you're saying... sometimes it's like, nothing is really going wrong, but you still feel really bad for some reason. I get like that a lot, and it's nooo fun :/ I guess sometimes for me, it's just feeling so completely alone. I think that feeling can get really powerful and overwhelming sometimes, and it makes me feel terrible.

Anyway, I really wish I had something helpful to say :/ Just know you're not alone in this, and you're not the only one who experiences these emotions. I really hope you're doing alright; Hang in there!

[TheMatrix]

ive tried distracting myself watching the matrix txting people
Watching me text!?!? jk :P

Perhaps you should sit down and try to talk to her?
Or maybe type an email. Yes, an email, not a text, because texts are usually hurried, I've noticed. Explain in the fullest details exactly what's bothering you.
If that doesn't work, try telling your parents.
And if even that doesn't work, I can only advise you to see a licenced mental health professional.

Best of luck from me, though. :hug:

EDIT: Oooooh, 777th post! I like that number: 777....

[Travis Is Losing It]

thank you guys. and yes i was watching u texting bwuahahaha lol. but like i hate those days cause im even a competetative gamer and my game goes down so hard too (side note lol) im doing alot better now though :P but i dont have contact with my parents since they kicked me out so yah

[TheMatrix]

Well, now that you say that you are a competative gamer, I have another theory.
Now I don't know what happens, but if you are complaining or even talking to her about the games all the time, she may be downright sick of it.
If that's the case, perhaps try just "unplugging" for a while. Relax. Try to do something else. Perhaps find a sport? Another hobby?

And if your parents kicked you out, then probably there are family issues. If you're okay with it, perhaps you could discuss them here?

[Travis Is Losing It]

No me and my gf have no problems at all infact shes a gamer herself. we are having no issues between each other. the issue was that i was feeling just down right depressed for a reason i didnt even know. but now im doing alot better. my family issues just happen to be im not the kind of kid they wanted. they wanted a goody goody and got a heavy goth/

[LifeisLife]

whenever i have that, i try to go to town with friends or hang out with people close to me (: maybe just go on a date with your gf?