Venting.

[screamtobeheard]

I'm sitting here in tears, and I don't know why. Gosh, I hate this. I was in such a good mood earlier. And I honestly thought it would last this time. Then I just randomly came crashing down and now I'm just crying. And I'm frustrated. All I do is listen to people. Listen, listen, listen. Help, help, help. Give advice, give advice, give advice. But no one will do that for me. I'm stuck to cry and be told about how people have experienced everything I have. THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME FEEL ANY BETTER. And quite honestly, I don't believe them when they tell me these things. I just want to be happy. And I want it to last for more than two hours. And I really want a fucking cigarette and vodka right now...Ugh.

[Painted_Indian_Horse]

hi... i know this reply is a bit after the fact. i hope this finds you in a better place. i just want to say i feel for you, and the "listening, helping, and advice giving" just seems like your nature. helping people seems to come natural. but then it comes to the point where you neglect yourself. take some time for yourself, do things that make you happy (hopefully staying away from the cigarettes and vodka...). and I will listen, I will help, and I will give advice if you want it. just contact me if you need to, whenever. :hug:

[Fiction]

First of all alcohol and smoking won't help you, it'll only mask the problem and make you feel worse when you really do have to feel it :hug:

Have you tried getting any help for how you're feeling? if you went to go and see a counselor or a therapist they'd listen.

As Morgan said, helping people is a trait that comes naturally to some people, and it's a very good trait to have but you need to make sure you're not putting too much strain on yourself. Remember you need to help yourself too. :)

[butty_92]

I'm sitting here in tears, and I don't know why. Gosh, I hate this. I was in such a good mood earlier. And I honestly thought it would last this time. Then I just randomly came crashing down and now I'm just crying. And I'm frustrated. All I do is listen to people. Listen, listen, listen. Help, help, help. Give advice, give advice, give advice. But no one will do that for me. I'm stuck to cry and be told about how people have experienced everything I have. THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME FEEL ANY BETTER. And quite honestly, I don't believe them when they tell me these things. I just want to be happy. And I want it to last for more than two hours. And I really want a fucking cigarette and vodka right now...Ugh. You need to try and work out the reasons for your mood changes and just think of something happy that has happened in your life. Talking to someone usually makes you feel better and would help. Just don't turn to alcohol, it will make it worse!

[rukia_yua]

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[screamtobeheard]

Thanks for that advice, everyone. I actually have a counselor at school, but usually counseling just stresses me out more. >.<
And Lynnsay: I'm sorry...?