Ummm... Relapse

[DifferentTides]

I don't exactly know why. For the last few weeks i have just been craving it. Tonight i had enough of the anxiety and the feelings and got desperate. I finally had the relapse i was fearing... I failed.

[FullyAlive]

You haven't failed, you made a mistake, a slip up. You can bounce back from this, start over, don't give up now. You know you are capable now, set yourself a target maybe double what you went before?
Never think you've failed, you tried your best that's what counts.
:hug:

[DJZS]

Just because you had a small relapse doesnt mean you cant move on stronger. Im here if you want to talk

[DifferentTides]

Unfortunatly I wasn't a small relaspe. This is probably the worse i have ever cut before. I would usually be cautious when doing it (it would barely leave a mark), but this time you still distinctly see the scars. I was desperate enough to actually break my already broken razor (some of the blades were bend and i have not idea why).

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

Its hard not to relapse. Its not the end of the world,you havent thrown everything away,its just a small stone on the path to recovery, you trying to stop shows just how strong you are and the fact that your upset over it,shows you really WANT to stop,and determination is key. You can get past this : )

[FullyAlive]

It doesn't matter how big or small the relapse is, the important thig is you can get past it, you really can! So you broke, it was only one time you can get through this. I promise you, it won't be easy but it is possible.

:hug:

[DJZS]

Unfortunatly I wasn't a small relaspe. This is probably the worse i have ever cut before. I would usually be cautious when doing it (it would barely leave a mark), but this time you still distinctly see the scars. I was desperate enough to actually break my already broken razor (some of the blades were bend and i have not idea why).

i'll always be here if you'd like help

[Veto]

I wanna relapse right now

[Amaryllis]

You didn't fail. I relapsed after nearly a year. I stopped after anorexia took over my life. It's okay. It's going to be okay. You don't fail till you give up.

You can fight it. You deserve more than what you're doing to yourself. You're not alone. You have people. You don't have to turn to the blade. Turn to someone you trust, if you mind, turn to me. When I relapsed last week, I cut deeper than I ever did. I was so scared. There's a voice in my head telling me I'm fat, that I deserve to bleed. And sometimes the pain gets so much I just can't. But that doesn't mean I failed. The fact that we survived is proof that we didn't fail.

Hold on there. Don't let go. I'm here. You have people. Rant. Complain. Release. Just not on yourself. Your friends don't want to see you hurt and I don't want to see you hurt. You're doing better than you think.

Faith And Trust

[DifferentTides]

Thanks... that means alot. Im trying to complain about things as much, cause that was one of the reasons im in the mess i think (different subject). But i'm told by my best friend that people apparently care for me.... well at least i know for sure that he cares, and another distant friend of mine that knows.

[Amaryllis]

See, you have people. And I might be a stranger but I do care. Hold on there. You're worth the effort and you have the strength

Faith And Trust