grandma :(

[madjoker525]

so, ive put off talkin about this on here, but i suppose ill see if this will help.

last monday, my grandma passed away. out of everyone in my family, she was who i was closest to. i was her only grandchild and we had a special bond. if there was every anything wrong, i could go to her. if i was in trouble i could count on her. if i was bored, i could hang with her. if i was sad, she knew how to cheer me up.

she's been sick for a few months now, and the doctors gave us the ultimatum a few days earlier, but when she finally passed, it was a hurt ive never experienced before, and one i hope to never have to experience again.

i loved my grandma with all my heart. she was my best friend.
i know i have to stay strong, and continue on the right path, for her, do as she would want me to do.

i guess, i dont know what im looking for from the people on here. i suppose i needed somewhat of a proper outlet to vent how im feeling. so thank you for those who have read all of this.

[Toxic.]

so, ive put off talkin about this on here, but i suppose ill see if this will help.

last monday, my grandma passed away. out of everyone in my family, she was who i was closest to. i was her only grandchild and we had a special bond. if there was every anything wrong, i could go to her. if i was in trouble i could count on her. if i was bored, i could hang with her. if i was sad, she knew how to cheer me up.

she's been sick for a few months now, and the doctors gave us the ultimatum a few days earlier, but when she finally passed, it was a hurt ive never experienced before, and one i hope to never have to experience again.

i loved my grandma with all my heart. she was my best friend.
i know i have to stay strong, and continue on the right path, for her, do as she would want me to do.

i guess, i dont know what im looking for from the people on here. i suppose i needed somewhat of a proper outlet to vent how im feeling. so thank you for those who have read all of this.

I actually have the exact same relationship with my granny.
I have no idea how I would cope if she passed away.
Well, with having my aunt and my uncle pass away,
all I can say is just keep her off your mind.
Do things with other people.
Good luck with healing. :)

[katie_kat]

I had sorta the same situation with my grandpa but I didnt know that he was going to pass away it was sorta unexpected so when i found out i experienced the same pain and almost went into depression so i hope you have a easy time healing and just ease your mind by hanging out with ur friends i bet they will be happy to help you threw this dark time :)

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

I felt the same way when my sister died. I was devastated,I didnt know what to do. My grandfather died not to long ago,but because he was older,and at peace ( He was dying of cancer) I felt the 'Click" of hes not suffering anymore. I dont know if its the same for you,but even though your grandmother is no longer in this plane it doesnt mean shes gone,whatever your spiritual faith,you will always have memories together. It gets better,i promise. You just have to be strong.

[DoctorNewbie]

Wow, painfull. My best friend's mom (my mom-away-from-home) passed a few months ago. Her daughter and I were devasated.
Good luck with the healing. :)

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

I actually have the exact same relationship with my granny.
I have no idea how I would cope if she passed away.
Well, with having my aunt and my uncle pass away,
all I can say is just keep her off your mind.
Do things with other people.
Good luck with healing. :)

my favorite uncle died when i was 8 and my favorite aunt died when i was 13 and my favorite grandma died when i was 16, im two years older now, not thinking about it does help. Cry when you need to even if its in bed at night when every one else is asleep. Your not alone, neither of you two.

[MilitemDilectam]

Sorry man..my grandparents are awesome..My dad's dad died before I could see him but my dad has always told me that he would be the nicest

[Unlucky_Leprechaun]

Losing someone close is always a depressing thing. My mom passed from cancer when I was 9. Still remember, even though I was smaller..I won't forget...she did a good job of covering it from me. I had lots of lonely, crazy, crying nights...It gets better... just know that she is watching ( no matter what faith you are) and continue to make her proud ! PM me if you want or need to chat.