:(This sucks

[Charlotte93]

Thursday Night, Alone + pissed off + not feeling well.
I don't know what i was thinking and now i have the cuts to prove it. I'm just tyred of it all and i truly don't want to stop, not right now anyway, cause it's like, no matter if my friends leave me or hate me the blade will always be there. People say the trick to not cutting is doing things that make you happy, well that dosn't do a damn thing cause at night after I'm done doing things i enjoy i just feel like cutting anyway. The sad thing is, this is thursday was the second time i cut this week. Now i feel like cutting again, LIFE TOTALY SUCKS. I just want out and cutting makes it so easy to get away for a little while. I feel like shit. :guillotine:

[morbidmonkey]

I understand you. I really don't want to stop either. But it never is a permanent fix, but u probably know that already. I'm terrible at giving advice, so all the things I could tell you, you would've heard it already. You really just need to find the willpower to stop. I tell myself, "I don't really need this do I?" There are so many other ways of relieving pain and frustration. For me I just listen to a song that...inspires me. I don't know if thats the word i was looking for, but a song that makes me think of the good things. Find something that makes you see the bright side of things

[Luves Everything x]

First of all, I think your smiley is really cool. Secondly, life isn't as bad as you think it is; there is always someone out there who cares, even if it is only us :) I don't know if there is a trick to not cutting, but anything that makes you stop even for a little while has to be a good thing, right?????