Jamie
July 9th, 2011, 05:38 AM
I've been seeing this boy since June of 2010, and on the fourth of july this year he broke up with me. I was really sad about it, and I cried on phone with him. This was the first and only boy I've ever done anything with or have ever met in real life (that was my bf). I met him 4 times throughout our relationship and stayed at his house for a few weeks, and he did the same at mine. He says his reasons for leaving me are due to my attitude (i didn't really want him to go out with his friends much, and I see how I'm at fault there), the fact that I want to live with him when he goes to college next year, and the distance. Well tonight we sort of finalized our break up by discussing how we probably wouldn't be able to reconcile. Then later we start talking on skype and I tell him about a boy I've been flirting with online, and have cybered with, well, I can see how this could upset him, but it was due to me trying to feel better and not seem like a depressed sod in front of him. So he tells me that he has a date with another boy (in real life) tomorrow night, and that he met him the day after he broke up with me. he's really closeted, and no one knows that he's gay. but now he breaks up with me and then tells me of this other boy he's going to date tomorrow night, that's single, gay, cute, and in his town. :/ i've been crying all night and I don't know what to do. :/