rissa-_-
July 8th, 2011, 06:54 PM
ok this happened on fourth of july so yeah i know i'm late but oh well. anywho, so to celebrate july fourth i went to visit my dad's side of the family for dinner. only like three people said hi to me. there was at least fourteen people. that's when i felt like i wasn't important. for about an hour nobody spoke to me. they only wanted to speak to my sister about her sewing items. the whole time i was crying but i didn't want to show it so i kept looking up at the sky pretending i was admiring the night sky.
another time i felt ignored was july sixth. i was going to the fair in my town with a friend and my sister. my friend left me when she saw our friends, and i had to stay with my sister. but that night my friend wanted to go on a hayride with me and others to take photos. before the hayride started we took the photos, but when it started i was in the corner just sitting there trying not to cry because of the ignorance of my friends. that night my friend stayed over. all we talked about was her, she didn't even had the idea about asking if i was okay that night. and that's why i really don't talk about my feelings because nobody cares for what i have to say. . .
another time i felt ignored was july sixth. i was going to the fair in my town with a friend and my sister. my friend left me when she saw our friends, and i had to stay with my sister. but that night my friend wanted to go on a hayride with me and others to take photos. before the hayride started we took the photos, but when it started i was in the corner just sitting there trying not to cry because of the ignorance of my friends. that night my friend stayed over. all we talked about was her, she didn't even had the idea about asking if i was okay that night. and that's why i really don't talk about my feelings because nobody cares for what i have to say. . .