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PartyPoison
July 7th, 2011, 04:14 PM
Took 12 pills
23 to go.
I hope it's enough this time
SosbanFach
July 7th, 2011, 04:27 PM
Please! You have reduced me to pleading. I know I may be too late, but if you're reading this, call 999, 112, 911 or whatever you're local emergency number is! It doesn't have to be this way. Please! Before it's too late! Quickly! Think of what you're leaving behind; not just the bad, but the good! Stop! Please!
PartyPoison
July 7th, 2011, 04:30 PM
There isn't anything good I'm leaving behind, I have nothing
SosbanFach
July 7th, 2011, 04:31 PM
Please! You have a chance! There must be some good! I'm crying, crying over someone I've never met, because this is just another young life wasted! Reconsider! I beg of you!
"You're not a monster. A monster would not help everyone that you give advice and help to on this forum everyday. Throw out what you cut with, plaay the 15 minute game when you feel like cutting, and if you still feel like cutting play it again, go draw, sing, make paper stars, do your makeup crazy, read a book. SOMETHING. And people will stare, it happens to me all the time, but FUCK THEM. it's not their concern. Another thing, don't set a specific amount of time that you don't want to self harm for, it's more pressure that way, just take it a day at a time and see how far you can go, 5 is great, it's longer then I've gone in the past 2 months. Keep goig Jo, you can do it<3"
Your own words, not long ago. Be strong! For my sake as well as yours!
Please do not double post, use the edit button instead - Syvelocin
PartyPoison
July 7th, 2011, 04:36 PM
I don't know.
SosbanFach
July 7th, 2011, 04:36 PM
Then give yourself more time to think it through at least! Call an ambulance. Before it's too late! Be strong! There are people who love you more than you know!
If you don't reply, I will post here everyday, for as long as this is possible! If I am banned, I will continue to post under a different name. You mean so much to me! Be brave! Be strong! You can see this day through, and many others to follow! The choice is in your hands. Please pick wisely!
PartyPoison
July 7th, 2011, 04:50 PM
I'm done being strong.
SosbanFach
July 7th, 2011, 04:51 PM
No! Please! Please reconsider! Your life can be so much more! We can talk.
You're tearing me apart!
Fiction
July 7th, 2011, 08:02 PM
Now if you really want to do it, why are you posting this? However deep down it is you really want to get better, not to die. Or you wouldn't have posted this. You're hoping one of us can stop you.
Truth is the only person that can stop you is yourself. Take the doubt you have and use it to get through this.
PartyPoison
July 8th, 2011, 05:18 PM
I'm okay. Um. Thanks everyone. I ended up getting really sick that's it
Magenta
July 8th, 2011, 05:20 PM
I'm glad you're okay. I saw your username and then saw the quote of the reply you gave to me. You are such a kind person. Your replies helped me so much... just by giving me something to look at when I was down. You'd be leaving everyone who loves you behind. I appreciate what you wrote so much.
You were there for me. I'm here for you if you need. :hug:
SosbanFach
July 8th, 2011, 05:22 PM
You cannot know how much relief that has given me! You have lifted a huge weight from my mind! I thought about you all the time I was awake! Please, never try that again! No matter how bad things appear, they will look up, eventually.
PartyPoison
July 8th, 2011, 10:45 PM
I still feel pretty out of it.
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