this a rant....

[morbidmonkey]

i hate myself cuz i caused people who care about me pain. if i'd never been born my mom wouldnt have had any trouble with my stepmom. i hate when i do things that are supposedly bad and i get in trouble for it and i didnt kno it was bad. i hate that i'm a spoiled brat. i get most things i want yet i'm never satisfied. i hate that i'm aware of this but my personality is so messed up that i cant change it. fuck u emotions...fuck u

[dontcare97]

Wow. It's weird I'm kinda like that in a way. All my pain and hurt is in the past. I don't want to kill myself but I fele like I know myself too much. I feel fake and and confused. I want a better me.

[xktx]

i know what you mean...if you werent born there would be alot of people you wouldnt hurt.... but there would also be alot of people you wouldnt make happy :)