singeramber
July 6th, 2011, 03:54 PM
My dad picked me up from my rehearsals yesterday, which were some of the best I have been to... I am really enjoying spending some quality time with people who wont stab me in the back and remember me from being 7/8 years old... :3
Anyway my dad picked me up as it is normally my step-mom and then we go and get my stepbrother from his club thing... I forgot my stepbro was away and my dads names first in my phone book:/ so my dad came and got me and as soonas I got in the car that was it... he basically told me to pack my bags and go find somehwere to live... knowing that I cant go and live with my mum because I start college in like 2 months and Leeds colleges arent enrolling anymore :/
So all the way home from rehearsals he yelled at me and basically told me I'm turning into my sister (check earlier posts for that story) and that he doesnt want me anymore...
So I went straight to my room to try and calm down... didnt work! I skpyed and called my best friend ever who has always been there for me and knonws every single secret... :3 hes awesome but I needed a shower before my dad and stepmum got back from the weekly shop so I got one... but the showers where I used to cut, I couldnt help myself... the amount of slashes and marks on my thigh and wrist now is more than I've ever done at least I can tell people to help me stop... But it sucks complete bullshit that I couldnt control it after nearly 3 months free... back top day 1 :/ x
Anyway my dad picked me up as it is normally my step-mom and then we go and get my stepbrother from his club thing... I forgot my stepbro was away and my dads names first in my phone book:/ so my dad came and got me and as soonas I got in the car that was it... he basically told me to pack my bags and go find somehwere to live... knowing that I cant go and live with my mum because I start college in like 2 months and Leeds colleges arent enrolling anymore :/
So all the way home from rehearsals he yelled at me and basically told me I'm turning into my sister (check earlier posts for that story) and that he doesnt want me anymore...
So I went straight to my room to try and calm down... didnt work! I skpyed and called my best friend ever who has always been there for me and knonws every single secret... :3 hes awesome but I needed a shower before my dad and stepmum got back from the weekly shop so I got one... but the showers where I used to cut, I couldnt help myself... the amount of slashes and marks on my thigh and wrist now is more than I've ever done at least I can tell people to help me stop... But it sucks complete bullshit that I couldnt control it after nearly 3 months free... back top day 1 :/ x