DismaliciouSx
July 5th, 2011, 09:35 PM
My friend, my best friend the one I've had for the longest, since 2nd grade went to jail yesterday. He doesn't have the best past but i was always his good influence and every time he would get in trouble I would try harder and harder to stear him right, he has been to juvenile hall and stuff like that but i believe this is he first time he been in bad trouble, it was shoplifting that he was cought for, right when things were starting to look up for him, he messes up and does that. i always tried and kept reasurring him that life gets better (yeah im a big hypocrite about that) and its as if someone was watching over him and make it get better. I guess this is just a rant but I never wanted this to happen and now people are talking so much shit about him like the wanted it and just waited for it to happen. This lady today actually had the audacity to tell me that he was just a waste of time and that you can't help people once they've gone down a bad path. Well I have news for her and all the people that believe that, maybe just maybe if you didn't think that and actually gave someone a shot they could change, nobody knew him like me, yes he was tough and all that, it was from having to grow up so early and face life when he was like 12, but any time i needed him I could count on being there, he was the very first person that actually talked me into try and get help from a therapist for my depression (didnt work but still he got me to try it) he was like my brother and I tried so hard to keep him from trouble and from all the bad shit, I guess I didn't try hard enough. I'm sorry if its all jumbled together, I'm typing through tears and its hard.