I feel like dieing

[Charlotte93]

I just want to lay down, curl up in a ball and cry. I feel totaly alone and its so f-ed up the way nobody pays attention. I'v only felt like truly dieing twice, this is one of those two times. I have no idea what to do and i miss being happy. I just want everything to go back but im not sure anything was ever good. I hate everything and i want to leave but i have nowhere to go, and noone to go to. I have nothing.

[Magenta]

First, I have the same avatar as you on another account somewhere else.

Second, this feeling is terrible, I know. You want out but part of you knows you can't but the other part still really wants it. Thing is, you have to push through it. You'll come out stronger and better on the other side. Humans can withstand a lot of pain- more than we give ourselves credit for. We often don't want to hang on, survive or push through but we are capable of it.

You have to remember that you're not alone and you do have people here for you. I'm here and you can contact me whenever. :) I've been in your position and I know there's a likely chance I'll be back in your position so when I think about it, it's not as bad as it feels at the time. You made it through once, you can do it again.

You can't go back in time, only forward. If you're not sure there was anything good in the past, it's time to make sure that there is good in the future.