Thinking of suicide

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

So,in April everything was fine. I was in treatment,getting ready to move back to hamilton,trying to get my credits because I got kicked out of my house before exams. Ext. Now,my brother might go to jail for a year and a half in less then 15 days,my bf is going away for a month with no contact,were not moving back to hamilton, im not in treatment,im stuck in this shit hole of a town,and honestly if things at the welfare office dont go well tomorrow im just gunna give up. Suicide seems like the one and only option to get rid of the pain and bullshit. Self harm doesnt work, music doesnt work,trying to be social doesnt work. Nothing does anymore. Im totally f*cking,done.

[Magenta]

Suicide will NOT help anything. It seems like an escape. However, things get better in ways you can't see right now. No one truly knows what they're future is like. Sure, you could argue that there's a chance that things could get worse but you'll never know until you get there. One day, things WILL get better. By dying, you're erasing any chance of that happening.

I'm sorry to hear about what's happening. I'm guessing treatment may not really be an option right now? Well, when that's the case, you have to make do. If you need someone to talk to, PM me. It sucks you're not moving to Hamilton, apparently it's really nice there. But remember, suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Everyone here is here to support you. We'll try our best to help.

[Dimitri]

http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?p=1274764#post1274764

This might help

[Luka]

You should talk to your friends.

[Portable Desert]

It ALWAYS gets better. Always.