Ryukuuzi
July 2nd, 2011, 04:51 PM
I am in a relation for almost 2 years. I dont really know if I like her or not, I dont know if I ever did (never actually felt nothing for everyone so I dont quite know if I do like her). She is a nice girl and I know she loves me and I dont want to hurt her but I just want to be "free" again, yet I can't end the relation.
I have thought about it a lot, but I can't do it. I have became colder because of that and she is starting to notice it but there is nothing I can do. Today she even asked me if I wanted to break up whit her but I couldn't say yes even if I wanted. Everything is alright and we are fine but I don't feel good.
Should I just forget what is going in my mind and not make her suffer?:(
I have thought about it a lot, but I can't do it. I have became colder because of that and she is starting to notice it but there is nothing I can do. Today she even asked me if I wanted to break up whit her but I couldn't say yes even if I wanted. Everything is alright and we are fine but I don't feel good.
Should I just forget what is going in my mind and not make her suffer?:(