Numbers

[PartyPoison]

Does this happen to anyone else? you get a random number in your head and you HAVE to make that many cuts. This happens all the time to me. And the numbers can either be low or high. It's like I get the number in my head and there is no turning back.

[Magenta]

I have that issue a lot. Once, I had to make 400. Made 421 all in one go. The next night it was 800, I actually have posts here where people had to talk me out of it. >_<

Lately, it's been nothing as bad. I can't end on an odd number though. Has to be even or an interval of five. I'm odd like that.

[PartyPoison]

Yeah. The last number was 152. I saw it somewhere and it just stuck. Now it's 12 but I don't even have the energy to get up and get my box and take my bandana off etc.

[Magenta]

Good. Don't. Everyday you don't cut is a good day. :) You're stronger than this. Even if you have that number there, you don't have to go through with it.

[PartyPoison]

Thanks :3 same to you
Ive found it less pressure not to count the days. Last time I went 58 days then crash and burned terribly.

[Magenta]

I lose track after awhile. Even if I lose track after seven days, I know it's because I'm achieving something.