horseshoe
June 30th, 2011, 03:56 PM
i keep breaking down but there really isnt a reason...well there is to me but the reasons are so little it pretty much = no reason
lately i been stressed out because i have a very depedent personality i think i might have dependent personality disorder....anyway i depend on a friend a lot and i cant help it...well she left the country for a little while so i cant see her or talk to her...i know it sounds stupid and i relize it is pretty dumb but it is really hard to not have her here with me i hate it i miss her a lot and it triggers a lot of break downs for me
i also stressed about trying to lose weight i feel like a cow...im only 17 so i know i need to look like a stick but im not a stick and it upsets me
im also stressed because im on medication and i keep getting crap about being on it
im also stressed because i at the point were i havce to lie to my consolor because she was not understanding so i gave up trying to explain to her
see there all little things that are dumb so i dont know why i freaking out so much
lately i been stressed out because i have a very depedent personality i think i might have dependent personality disorder....anyway i depend on a friend a lot and i cant help it...well she left the country for a little while so i cant see her or talk to her...i know it sounds stupid and i relize it is pretty dumb but it is really hard to not have her here with me i hate it i miss her a lot and it triggers a lot of break downs for me
i also stressed about trying to lose weight i feel like a cow...im only 17 so i know i need to look like a stick but im not a stick and it upsets me
im also stressed because im on medication and i keep getting crap about being on it
im also stressed because i at the point were i havce to lie to my consolor because she was not understanding so i gave up trying to explain to her
see there all little things that are dumb so i dont know why i freaking out so much