Wheeeeee-- aw, crap.

[Magenta]

An hour ago, I was thinking about dying and sadness and how miserable I was/.

Guess what? NOW I'M FUCKING HAPPY.

I don't know ahy suddenly I sewitched but it feels good and I'm hyper and everything is hilarious! I can make joeks and feel liek a normal human and I'm tpying so fast that there are typose everywhere!

Tomorrow, I'm going to work on my novel and it's going to change lives! Part of me knows that's never going to happen but I want to it shut up becaue I feel okay right now and fucking awesome!

...yet part of me is scared because this came out of nowhere and I feel like this isn't natural.

It's been at least a month or two since this last happened.

I don't unserdtand what's happeneing to me!

PS: Will correct the typos when I can stay calm and not want to do a million things at once and run around the block giggling like a madwoman! Yay, I'm not tired anymore!

PPS: On one hand, I want to crash because at least I'll be back to "normal"... by that I mean either kisterally normal or majoraly depressed;...

On the other... YAAAAAAAAAAY HAPPY.

And I think I'm scaring my friends with this mood swing... :/

PPPS: Really irritated that some people can't see that this isn't normal and that they think it's okay. I don't think it's okay... well, I sort of do but still! (Took me three tries to get ! instead of 1) Irritated at myself for not being able to make myself normal. What is this? I hate being like this... dalfjsdlkghdfl;

[Iris]

omg i just got hyper from reading that. i suddenly got the urge to go biking even though its 11:34 pm. ok im gonna go do that. thanx!

[CyanideGoodnight]

Eh, this happens to me sometimes, too. I don't know WHY, but it does. Once, I was majorly depressed, listened to ONE song and went around the house laughing at everything and pretending that I was a profesional dancer. My grandma saw me and just said "your a strange child". I was fine, (not even depressed) about three hours later.

If your honestly worried try talking to a therapist/counsoulor/whatever nessasary, and sorry I don't have any insight on what it is.

[Syvelocin]

I don't often switch from depressed to happy, but I've seen the opposite happen quite often, and I'm quick to get over things as well regardless of what it is. I'll get into a big fight and the next day I feel fine.

Friends never really notice that it isn't normal unless they really know you and about this. My closest friends can tell quite easily when I'm manic. Others find me more fun or as if I just decided to have five cups of coffee that morning.

[Magenta]

*facepalms reading that*

Okay, now I feel insane. Anyway, still happy but not to the extent that I'll run around giggling like a superhero (which doesn't even make sense) like I posted on my Twitter... I hate when I feel like I've cracked and gone mad because I always end up acting in a way that's horrifically embarrassing to me even if others think I'm amusing.

I've switched the opposite way, or at least from normal to depressed, before for no reason. Things like last night have only happened a few times before and blaaaaah. I get a headache thinking about it.

Now I'm in a weird mood. I still woke up pretty happy and the world is wonderful but I chewed someone's head off via email for being an ignorant, insensitive bitch when usually I would have ignored it and felt terrible anyway. That's not really relevant, I don't think but I feel odd regardless.