is it weird?

[morbidmonkey]

is it weird that i just look in the mirror sometimes and feel that i'm hideous? is it weird that when i'm around people prettier than me i get insecure? is it weird that i feel so unwanted i dont want to talk to anyone? well i do that and people just dont understand.....(yes i kno this was pointless but i just wanted to get this out there)

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

No. It's not weird. I get like that all the time. I can't really offer any advice though. I'm not sure what to do about it myself, but its not weird.

[Magenta]

That's not weird at all! So many people, myself included, feel this way. You're not alone. No post is pointless (unless it's me commenting on the weather, in that case, feel free to tell me I'm a hypocrite :P). People may not understand because, often, they see something in you that you can't or don't want to see and they don't know how it's possible that you could feel these ways. But don't worry, you're not the only one.

[CyanideGoodnight]

Your definatly not the only one, I feel this way all the time. I look in the mirror and ALL my flaws jump out like they were highlighted in hot pink sharpie.

[rissa-_-]

first off, this isn't pointless. it's how you feel :) anyway, i have the same emotions as you feel. i feel ugly, insecure, and unwanted. but i try to keep a smile on my face! :)

[Chris25]

I feel the same way.. And it isnt werid.. Trust me!! Everyone is feeling that!! Even the ppl that u think r prettier than u!! No1 is perfect and just because ppl look perfect on the outside.. Take a look inside and u will see their probelms (not ment to be taken literaly)... Just my thoughts..

[morbidmonkey]

oh i'll take a look inside alright....

[Love.Hate]

No, like the others have said it's not weird. We all do it to a certain extent, but some more so. I always find myself comparing everything about myself to surrounding people and never feel good enough. It's just insecurity, as you grow older I think you learn to accept yourself for who you are a bit more

[Fiction]

That's not weird at all. When i'm in certain moods i'm exactly the same.

[bambino]

theres this disorder called BDD [body dysmorphic disorder]
I'm not saying you automatically have it, but how youre feeling fits the symptoms. I got a diagnosis not long ago and am fighting it.
have a look on wikipedia
or
bddcentral.com
and i have a few posts on my blog named 'my story' you might relate to

[Chris25]

Ella... I didnt mean it likethat... Plzzz dont go cutting.. I hope u kno that i meant that u should look at their personality and feelings and their family life (not saying go stalk some1 justlike if u can ever get to kno them u will see that every1 has imperfections

[Lethe]

I always feel the way you do. I'm not pretty, I'm not thin. I'm huge; big-boned with wide shoulders. All of my flaws jump out in the mirror when I look at myself, and people always tell me how I'm not good enough to date because I'm not feminine. It's not unusual to feel this way at all.

[morbidmonkey]

dont worry chris i won't go cutting when i feel insecure, i just go crawl up in a corner far away from mirrors...eventually i fall asleep and i feel better when i wake up....then it repeats itself =_=