Panic.

[screamtobeheard]

My mom saw a text on my phone telling me not to purge today and now she's found out and she called me and acted like I'm crazy and I have to either "control it" or see a therapist and she threatened to not let me talk to Janat or date Harry or go away to college and oh my god oh my god I can't do this. I'm not crazy. There's nothing wrong with me. My dad called me. And said, "what I'm doing" is "not normal." Now I'm crying hysterically and I have a headache and my life is over. I really...just...oh my god. Oh my god, I can't handle this. And my dog is barking at me and I don't want to see my parents ever again. I just...I don't know.

[Love.Hate]

Okay Amanda, Calm. Deep breaths.

Sorry your mom saw that text, sit her down and talk to her calmly.. tell her why you do it, talk to her. There obviously is something wrong sweetie, or you wouldnt feel the need to purge.

Talk to them, use this to your advantage and get the help you need.

:heart: Its going to be okay.

[screamtobeheard]

I made a mistake and lied to her a bit, to cover it up. But I think I'll try to tell her the truth at some point...her kind of knowing but not really scares me. I might just give in and talk to a professional.