These are my eyes, : it means alot to me tonight is a hrble.

[Angel with Wings of Tears]

Want to see it through my eyes, cry for an hour choking on each tear, no one around the room dark and music softly playing sad and mournful music it is, cry and scream, the pain of loneliness and no one around to hold you helplessness and afraid you keep crying losing breath every time you cough trying to stop shaking and trembling on your own hatred of yourself your sadness takes over your body you keep choking trying to breath but your in such a depression you pass out, you wake up a few hours later, its still dark, the music is still playing and you have tears in your eyes your body aches. You have a knife in one hand and your left arm is bleeding, you stand up still silently crying slowly you open you’re bedroom door, walk through the house, no ones around… its empty and quiet. You’re still sad, and have no one to hold you, you go outside its raining and its windy, staring into a puddle you see a dim and dank reflection of yourself matted down hair teary red eyes bloody arm and blade in hand; these are you’re DarkReflections and that’s my eyes…

Tonight I believe i've brought myself to a new point in controlling my emotions, its not a good thing but it lets me make it through the day and not make others wonder. all this is written and not thought out a bit, im still crying, while i type, this isnt anything i ever thought would hurt so much...

[-Silence]

Whoa, I don't know what to say. It's powerful writing, just like I can imagine it's a powerful feeling.

I'm really sorry! :hug:

[Angel with Wings of Tears]

all i need now, is to turn back time, nothing will fix whats happend therfor, i suppose i keep going on or everything stops hear... ill keep going till i realize how far im stuck in then ill stop it, thnk you for the feedback though.

[Lost_and_fallen]

That was incredible, seriously, I just stopped everything I was doing when I read it because I was so absorbed by it.
Keep writing :)

[Angel with Wings of Tears]

Just did this, might as well add it on right here, I dont feel like making a new topic for it, its small and not worth a new topic, here it is.

These lies that hurt so much, this pain that we cant touch, you wont see it, you wont notice it, not till you see the blood and blade, thats when youll notice how bad it hurt when you said, I don't love you that way, only as a friend. All those things you said, a lie? were you serious? you loved me with all your life you couldnt live without me? No it was a lie, you never meant a word, never thought of how bad itd make me feel, when you said, "Censored" ( i like you ) Censored ( just as a friend, ) Me ( why, why couldnt you be open tell me before it dug into my soul; why rip it out when its in the deepest why twist that blade in my heart, why couldnt you have been more open, did i do something wrong when i promised you my life, when i told you my blood was yours when i told you my life was yours, when i let you know how i felt how you made me feel worth staying alive and when you left, it took away everything ripping it out twisting those feelings into the dirt, leaving a feeling that was no feeling an emptyness that was nothing, a feeling of self hatred, and the thought of how i love you, im sorry i was selficous and didn't think of your happiness, i promised id sacrifice my life, if it means sacrificing my happiness as well... fine.