Maeria
June 26th, 2011, 11:05 PM
I'm depressed. I happen to rant a lot and make things more complicated then it seems. A lot of people that I know either think I just have surface issues, or they think I'm joking.
I sometimes feel like I don't have a right to be depressed and I should just shut the fuck up. But then, I feel like I have every right to feel the way I feel.
I'd like to think that I don't complain as much as others, but I still do. I try my best to work out whatever problems I have but everything's really fucking difficult and I don't know how to deal or cope. Moving on has been a really hard phase in my life.. I don't know what to do anymore.
I sometimes feel like I don't have a right to be depressed and I should just shut the fuck up. But then, I feel like I have every right to feel the way I feel.
I'd like to think that I don't complain as much as others, but I still do. I try my best to work out whatever problems I have but everything's really fucking difficult and I don't know how to deal or cope. Moving on has been a really hard phase in my life.. I don't know what to do anymore.