AltoVaughn
June 26th, 2011, 02:45 AM
There is a lot of background information but here is the general story.
I'm 14 and gay, and one of my closest "friends" is my age and Bi. I've know him for about 3 years and For the last year He is the only person that I think about. Sexually, Emotionally, ect. I understand this and know exactly what I want, It's his action/feelings that confuse me.
He knows how I feel (more or less, I didn't want to sound clingy). And When I told him he said that he loved me too. But after that it was not brought up again for almost 3 months. Then all of the sudden we're becoming closer and closer. More affectionate. Not just on my behalf either. An example would be if we're on the couch I'll be laying in his lap with his arms around me. Also sometimes he calls me his "Woman"...? (I don't know why, but I won't object because he's usually holding me while Saying it) We say We love each other every single time we talk. He tells me some extremely personal information (He says I'm the only one who cares to ask).
Through most of this time he has been dating girls. I would be happy for him if they were not bitches who only annoy him or nasty sluts who he dosen't give a shit about. The only serious gf he had he only stayed with her because she threatened to kill herself if he left her. (that'd done and over with, thank god). I don't understand anything about him besides his mere presence makes my heart quiver.
I would appreciate any Responses from anyone with an oppinion.
I'm 14 and gay, and one of my closest "friends" is my age and Bi. I've know him for about 3 years and For the last year He is the only person that I think about. Sexually, Emotionally, ect. I understand this and know exactly what I want, It's his action/feelings that confuse me.
He knows how I feel (more or less, I didn't want to sound clingy). And When I told him he said that he loved me too. But after that it was not brought up again for almost 3 months. Then all of the sudden we're becoming closer and closer. More affectionate. Not just on my behalf either. An example would be if we're on the couch I'll be laying in his lap with his arms around me. Also sometimes he calls me his "Woman"...? (I don't know why, but I won't object because he's usually holding me while Saying it) We say We love each other every single time we talk. He tells me some extremely personal information (He says I'm the only one who cares to ask).
Through most of this time he has been dating girls. I would be happy for him if they were not bitches who only annoy him or nasty sluts who he dosen't give a shit about. The only serious gf he had he only stayed with her because she threatened to kill herself if he left her. (that'd done and over with, thank god). I don't understand anything about him besides his mere presence makes my heart quiver.
I would appreciate any Responses from anyone with an oppinion.