mendaciousness
June 25th, 2011, 10:09 PM
But I'm close friends with this girl who I have an extremely large crush on. I've had it since about Januaray, so to some it probably counts as more than a crush. ;/ She's knows about it. I told her a month or so ago. She told me she had some feelings, but she's not sure if she likes girls or not. She has told me multiple times tho that penises gross her out. ;o; which sounds lame but she's like seriously disgusted by them.
Anyway. Since then she's become closer with her ex-boyfriend and um I have recently found out of her plans on marrying him/moving in with him and ajfiaowejro. ;-;
Last night she kept calling me cute and adorable and complementing me, which made me really happy. And then I found out about those plans. And just holy fuck this is a ramble I am sorry.
I don't know if I should keep "pursuing" her or not. We're not as close as we were before I told her. But yeah.
She's told me she has constantly thought about hooking up with a girl and she sees herself being able to be with one easily. However, she wants to get married and have her own kids. ;-; and bullshit like that. And idk this is probably just a shit ton of rambling.
Anyway. Since then she's become closer with her ex-boyfriend and um I have recently found out of her plans on marrying him/moving in with him and ajfiaowejro. ;-;
Last night she kept calling me cute and adorable and complementing me, which made me really happy. And then I found out about those plans. And just holy fuck this is a ramble I am sorry.
I don't know if I should keep "pursuing" her or not. We're not as close as we were before I told her. But yeah.
She's told me she has constantly thought about hooking up with a girl and she sees herself being able to be with one easily. However, she wants to get married and have her own kids. ;-; and bullshit like that. And idk this is probably just a shit ton of rambling.