Could this be some warning ?

[Hershey's Kisses]

I keep saying things like "you'll be sorry when I'm dead." or "what if I die tomorrow" or I hope my life ends. I'm pretty sure this is unsafe behavior and I
Saying it a lot . My mother always says shut up and stop the nonsense , but do you think I'm just being childish?

[Iris]

i dont think thats childish. No one whos healthy and happy would say that. You need to get some help before you do more than just talk about suicide.

[Hershey's Kisses]

I wonder why my mother ignores the fact that I've said that at least 20 times today . Well she is furious at me , but I don't think that's a reason to tell me to shut up for saying thongs like that. I've been writing some morbid and depressing stories lately. I do find my myself saying "You'll be sorry when I die." or, "you'll regret saying that when I'm dead ." Im just depressed and I dont know who to turn to because no one cares .

[Iris]

so your mother can be a bitch and is failing motherhood miserably. Thats her problem. Don't let it get to you (i know how hard that is, trust me, but you have to protect yourself sometimes, when the ppl who are supposed to nurture you end up destroying you). You need to get to a psychologist or talk to a friend or something if you're depressed, because it'll just get worse if you feel lonely and bottled up. For the record I care, and you can pm me if you need to talk. I'm going thru this kind of stuff too.

[Lethe]

i dont think thats childish. No one whos healthy and happy would say that. You need to get some help before you do more than just talk about suicide.

I agree with Lilys. You shouldn't ignore these thoughts and feelings that are creeping up on you. Please try and help yourself by asking for the help of another! You won't regret it :).

[FullyAlive]

It's a fact that a large percentage of people who commit or attempt suicide, give some sort of warning before they do it.

However, I personally wouldn't say this is a subliminal warning, in my opinion if you are suicidal you wouldn't have to analyze what you say to know, you'd be very aware of that fact. Maybe you should think about toning down the amount of times you say that, it will cause worry, and also if one day you genuinely needed help, it might not be as easily accepted that you were feeling like you were going to do something.

If however you do think you may be depressed, or just need someone to talk things through with, I'd highly advise you see someone, a counsellor maybe. That way you can sort things out and get help before things have the chance to get worse.

[User Deleted]

Not childish but you should stop. It could have many negative affects even if its not serious.

[ItStOuGhEnOuGh4Us]

Take it from me, This is very serious. (read my blog) Talk to someone about how you feel. Remember depression may come and go, but death is permanent.

[Triceratops]

It's a fact that a large percentage of people who commit or attempt suicide, give some sort of warning before they do it.

Not really. Most people who have given it some thought tend to scare themselves out of it since suicide is a very daunting thing. Those who actually end up going through with it aren't thinking rationally at the time and therefore just recklessly go ahead with killing themselves without hesitation. Like, dozens upon dozens of people on this forum make "I'm going to die tonight guys" threads, and how many of these people many actually commit suicide? None of them. They're just venting their anger out, and when you're angry you think you want to die.

OP, you sound like you're being a bit childish and overdramatic IMO. Stop giving your mum this silly crap.

[Magenta]

I'll be honest, it seems a little bit childish merely because when I did this, I was a child. It's like crying wolf all the time. Sure, you may think that these are good things to say because they get your point across but if you're not serious, no one will believe you if you ever are serious. I did this a ton- but only when I was like eight. I had a really hard time convincing my parents that something was truly wrong when I did have a problem.

So if you say it a lot and think maybe it's a good way to get at your mum, just consider that this could backfire on you.

If you are serious then seek help.

[Hershey's Kisses]

Well I always am sad I and tell my mom who I'm used to be very close to and they ignore me . Honestly , I do sometimes hope to die . I can guarantee my mother does really care about what I say . A lot of times my dad says he wants to throw a bag over his head or fall asleep and never wake up , etc ... And my mother doesn't care . She kind of just ignores negativity .

I know my dad is extremely stressed out and afraid of what could happen and I am as well and I am very depresssed , so thats why my dad and I such things . I think nothing phases my mom and she ignores negativity and pretends if she ignores me and my father we'll shut our mouthes already like she wants .

And , I have to say I didn't say things like this when I was younger . Now I'm just depressed all the time .