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June 23rd, 2011, 07:52 AM
I'm going crazy lately, I don't know what it is. I saw a counsellor on Monday, because I didn't know where else to go. She just called my parents, told them I'm cutting, and it ended there, my parents haven't taken it any further :/
- I cut
- Crazy moods that last anywhere from 2 minutes to a day (and I mean CRAZY good moods then moods where I want to die)
- I binge for no reason, then I don't eat at all
- Today I completely blacked out and tore up a shit load of paper and went nuts, ignored people while I did it
- I also got really violent at someone for no reason at all, which included my guitar...
- I'm usually pretty violent :/
- I get HUGE migraines
- I have to know exactly who is around me and where they are at all times
- I can't be around groups of people (ties in with above)
I don't know is this normal? There's some more stuff but I don't want a huge ass list...
- I cut
- Crazy moods that last anywhere from 2 minutes to a day (and I mean CRAZY good moods then moods where I want to die)
- I binge for no reason, then I don't eat at all
- Today I completely blacked out and tore up a shit load of paper and went nuts, ignored people while I did it
- I also got really violent at someone for no reason at all, which included my guitar...
- I'm usually pretty violent :/
- I get HUGE migraines
- I have to know exactly who is around me and where they are at all times
- I can't be around groups of people (ties in with above)
I don't know is this normal? There's some more stuff but I don't want a huge ass list...