its kinda funny but still sad

[ReasonsForWeeping]

isent weird how your secrely in love with him and ur mean to him b/c you kkeep lying to urself but ur still mean tht to a person for years and you start doing for fun and jokeing around but when that person leaves you thats the person you miss the most even knowing he loved u for 4 years hes the one that leaves you not the other way around :'( and then your best friend stops talking to you b/c ur not hanging out with him any more

[Bath]

Punctuation is your friend.
& why is this in self-harm?

[Ambrosia]

This has absolutely NOTHING to do with self-harm...

And makes no sense!

Honestly, we can't help you if you beat around the bush and describe it like that.

So yes, yes it is weird. Whatever it is were speaking of in this horribly long run-on sentence of yours...